Heyz...

Yo people... sorry for the inactivity.. yah.. ya.. well been posted to M.I... ya.. missing the feeeling of being online... ya... well you know my com is still down... and well now at me frenz place.. ya.. and KKYZ thanx for keepping the taggy alive... yah.. And all you peeps who visited.. love ya guys.. the song today is... hmm.. If I Let You Go

day after day..
time pass away..
and i just can't get you off my mind...
nobody knows..
i hide it inside..
i keep on searching
but i cant find..

the courage to show
to letting you know...
i never felt so much love before
and once again i'm thinking about..
taking the easy way out...

but if i let you go..
i will never know..
what my life will be holding you close to me..
will i ever see..
you smiling back at me.. oh yeah
how will i know..
if i let you go..

night after night..
i hear myself say
why cant this feeling
just fade away...
there's no one like you...
u speak to my heart
its such a shame
we're worlds apart..

i'm oo shy to ask
i'm too proud to lose
but sooner or later
i gotta choose..
and once again i'm thinking about..
taking the easy way out...

yeah thats it for now.. i'll try to come more often
love ya guys...

Skq

Hey all... wats up... i'll start being more regular from now on ya... so got most of my results... not as good as i'd like but... what to do... i wun give up... yeah.... noway am i gonna get left behind no way.... i will make a change.... i need to come out of my shell... no more hiding from the world... i learnt that today... surprisingly from a movie... not surprisingly a disney movie.... treasure planet... i learnt that i need to chart my own course... and not follow blindly.... i learnt it from a cyborg you might say... how much meaning the movie had to me was amazing... why i din realise it before was stupid of me you might say... I will show the world what i can do.... i wun give in... not to those jerks in school... not to anyone... i will be my own person... Those of you who wun accept me the way i truly am... can very well leave... cuz you wun deserve my friendship... i will never be afraid again... i will never shed tears again... no more... I am ...ME.... The song which helped me realise this....

I'm Still Here:BY: Johnny Rzeznik:OST: Treasure planet:disney

I am a question to the world,
Not an answer to be heard.
All a moment that's held in your arms.
And what do you think you'd ever say?
I won't listen anyway...
You don't know me,
And I'll never be what you want me to be.

And what do you think you'd understand?
I'm a boy, no, I'm a man..
You can take me and throw me away.
And how can you learn what's never shown?
Yeah, you stand here on your own.
They don't know me 'cause I'm not here.

And I want a moment to be real,
Wanna touch things I don't feel,
Wanna hold on and feel I belong.
And how can the world want me to change,
They're the ones that stay the same.
The don't know me,
'Cause I'm not here.

And you see the things they never see
All you wanted, I could be
Now you know me, and I'm not afraid
And I wanna tell you who I am
Can you help me be a man?
They can't break me
As long as I know who I am

And I want a moment to be real,
Wanna touch things I don't feel,
Wanna hold on and feel I belong.
And how can the world want me to change,
They're the ones that stay the same.
They can't see me,
But I'm still here.

They can't tell me who to be,
'Cause I'm not what they see.
And the world is still sleepin',
While I keep on dreamin' for me.
And their words are just whispers
And lies that I'll never believe.

And I want a moment to be real,
Wanna touch things I don't feel,
Wanna hold on and feel I belong.
And how can they say I never change
They're the ones that stay the same.
I'm the one now,
'Cause I'm still here.

I'm the one,
'Cause I'm still here.
I'm still here.
I'm still here.
I'm still here.
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I am my own person...
those of you who truly consider me as a friend...
wun stop me from being who i am...
wun restrain me from flying free...
those of you who try...
i will leave you behind...
Cuz i am .... Me...
and no one else can do that....

I Am back

heya ... sorry for the long long period of silence... well been bz... too bz... prelims... and some other stuff... stuff which i felt i needed to do... yeah.. so like hows everybody been... Has life been treating you peeps gd... well mine has been full of ups and down... well life still sucks... just hopin thing will turn out gd in the end... yeah ... well... i seem to have no content to post today... other than the fact that today could have possibly the worst day of my life... yeah... Oh.. yeah.. i have something to say ... This is to that certain someone... and my team mate.. you know who you are... well... i am not noble... i only am doing what i have been doing all my life... being in the shadows... why you find it noble i cannot understand... you of all people should know this... what my life has been like you know... so i feel that we might have had a misunderstanding... any how... I hope our freidship remains... and that this hurdle pass us by.... yeah... nomatter what the outcome is... you will always be my friend... this is my promise.... Todays Lyrics goes out to My team Mate... and that certain some one...

Walking In The Rain:BY:A1

Sitting by the window
Singing songs of love
wishing you were here
Because the memory's not enough
Wear my mask in silence
Pretending I'm alright
If you could see the you would be
Here standing by my side

It may be hard to believe
But girl you're the only one i need
It may be hard along the way
It's this feeling i get
When blue skies turn to grey

Feels like i'm walking in the rain
I find myself trying to wash away the pain
Cause i need you to give me some shelter
Cause i'm fading away
and baby, i'm walking in the rain

Every single hour
Of every single day
I need to cry, my eyes are dry
I've cried my tears away
Can't help but remember
How you made me feel
You dressed my soul and made me whole
You made my life complete

It may be hard to believe
But girl you're the only one i need
It May be hard along the way
It's this feeling i get
When blue skies turn to grey

Feels like i'm walking in the rain
I find myself to wash away the pain
Cause i need you to give me some shelter
Cause i'm fading away
And baby, i'm walking in the rain

Of all we've said and done
Remains the memories of days
When life was fun
But now when you are gone
I sit alone to watch the
Setting of the sun

Feels like i'm walking in the rain
I find myself to wash away the pain
Cause i need you to give me some shelter
Cause i'm fading away
And baby, i'm walking in the rain

I said baby, i'm walking in the rain
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Yeah a beautiful song....
hope you guys inder stand...
i may look alright...
but what you see is a front...
anyone who truly understands me...
Will be the one who understand what i have said...

HURT

My life juz took a turn for the worst.... i think i just lost 2 friends.... and well now i dunno what to do... I know i was in the wrong and i tried to appologise... but i guess that person is really really pissed... haiz... i am really really sorry... plz... i did not want this to happen... i wish we could just put this behind us... ya... i mean.. i dunno what to say... all i want to say now is i am sorry... very sorry... juz want you to know this ya... plz... dun take it to heart.. i'll post something else later... I am juz to confused right now

The day

hey peeps sorry for the long silence ya... well i was studying this past week with The Devil herself haha... yeah.. well revision is comin along gd.... well i am kinda worried for her... yeah... she hardly knows her work... well kinda lot of it... well i have to get her to revise harder ya... well... its tough... i mean i do give in to her sometimes... yeah cuz alot of you know why... but i guess i have to put my foot down.. yeah... well i finally was able to ball with the gang again... yeah... so awesome to be on the court.... right... oh yeah..i finally know why i feel lonely... yeah cuz.. most of the time i am late... as in missing my chances yeah... yeah.. well what the heck... if things are meant to be they will be... yeah....well... todays lyric.... kinda sad... but so meaningful... yeah

25 Minutes:BY: Michael Learns To Rock

After some time I've finally made up my mind
she is the girl and I really want to make her mine
I'm searching everywhere to find her again
to tell her I love her
and I'm sorry 'bout the things I've done
I find her standing in front of the church
the only place in town where I didn't search
She looks so happy in her wedding dress
but she's crying while she's saying this

Chorus:
Boy I've missed your kisses all the time but this is
twentyfive minutes too late
Though you travelled so far boy I'm sorry your are
twentyfive minutes too late

Against the wind I'm going home again
wishing me back to the time when we were more than friends
But still I see her in front of the church
the only place in town where I didn't search
She looked so happy in her wedding dress
but she cryed while she was saying this

Chorus:

Boy I've missed your kisses all the time but this is
twentyfive minutes too late
Though you travelled so far boy I'm sorry your are
twentyfive minutes too late

Out in the streets
places where hungry hearts have nothing to eat
inside my head
still I can hear the words she said

Chorus:

Boy I've missed your kisses all the time but this is
twentyfive minutes too late
Though you travelled so far boy I'm sorry your are
twentyfive minutes too late I can still hear her say.......